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Cheers guys. I really didn't want to post on here but decided to let it out on here as I was browsing shit. I have spoken to samaritans for a good hour and was a hard but very reassuring conversation. All I wanted to do was be happy and live a normal life and be more smarter like you guys on here. I felt like complete shit in the last couple of years and this year was defo the nail in the coffin and just felt like wanted to do it. I could had died but was so lucky to still be here and I realised the consequences would had been very bad for my family and close friends. This year I was feeling more hatred and lack a huge trust of people and made myself feel like I hate everybody except for my friends and family. I started spouting some horrible vile messages to random people I barely know because they are so stupid and I do feel guilty of doing that now. I feel like I can't trust anyone anymore. Anyway I am about to start taking medication after a short chat with NHS 111 and never been taken medication in my life so kinda scared of what's going to happen to me. I hope I'm going to be okay. |
#12803574, By TitanWarlord93 2020
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TitanWarlord93 475 posts
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